keep on moving babe!!!

i'm totally s*** in physics!!

i'm totally slow when it comes to calculations..

but eventhough i hate physics,still i try to memorize all the formulas to help me calculate all those calculations...

eventhough those questions are very confusing,i still push myself to try..

eventhough i dont understand everything about it,i still try to finish all the tutorials..

at least i try...

A for physics is impossible as it may seems to me...

but i've got to fight for everything...

trying is not illegal,it's a must..

and for this case,i wont stop trying..

i wont GIVE UP!!!!

thanx bro!!!

nothing much to say,coz nk study...

tadi bro n girlfren die dtg,hihi..

happy,1st time die dtg cini...

even jauh,die sggup dtg..

terharu,almost nanges tadi coz happy sngt jumpe die,siyes rindu!!!

btw,ni abg 2nd..huhu

bro kuli!!

die blnja McD,baek sngt!!saje suh die blnja,nk bmanja2 sket..hihi

kak nik,cantik an???

 kak nik bagi kek,thanx kak nik!!!

diorg sweet,xhenti2 gaduh..

btw,thanx a lot bro for coming,really appreciate this!!

god i miss u a lot!!!

<3

third party...

the person who loves more is in the disadvantaged one

i was right all along...

suffocating!!

baru ku sedar ak tlah sesat lam dunia ni..
sesat ngn pe?
slalu pikir pkara xbfaedah,pkara yg mlalaikan....
too much hopes for nothing..
no more..
juz focus on ur study ku!!!
tlalu bnyk hati untk djaga..
bila org brubah,lagi penim kpale ak pikir cmne nk jaga ati die padahal ak xtau ape slh ak ngn die yg tetibe brubah..
pastu die ingt ak yg brubah,ape ni???
mcm2 ragam,lantak lah..
yg penting ak da cube untk jaga hati diorg,ak da cube..
yeah go talk behind my back if u're not satisfied with me..
mls nk layan da,wt serabut otak ak je..
ingt ko sorg je ke kwn ak kt dunia ni??ramai lagi la wey,xleh la focus kt ko sorg je..
sory kalau bahasa ak ni kasar sket,ak da xtahan k...
nk kwn buat cam kwn...

Buffday Aten

19 feb buffday my roommate,faten muhamad!!

dri smlm smpai tngahari tdi kitorg xwish,buat xtau..haha

lpas die balik dri psb,die msuk bilik air n then startlah pesta air kitorg.

kitorg simbah die ngan air campuran,bau xbez!!!haha

ksian,tkejut buffday gal!!pastu tampal tepung kt muke die,simbah air lagi n so on..

kitorg 1 umah emg bpesta dngan riangnya lam bilik air,jerit non-stop kot!!!

sume basah kuyup,tp bez!!!!

warga 4405-aten xde,jdi photographer

mlm td plak kitorg mkn kek secret recipe kt raffle,hajar yg beli.thanx hajar!! ^_^

sengal

1umah trun smbut buffday aten.

dsbabkan xtau nk bagi adiah pe kt aten,vochelle pon ok kot..epi buffday aten,may god bless u!!!

^__^

warga 4405 skali lagi,cukup 8 org

comot!!!

me n ili

xtau sape,haha

p/s : nmpk boy D ngan skandal die kt raffle,nmpak SANGAT mesra..jelez!!!putus asa........

Peerless

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer

Why not president, be a dreamer

You can be just the one you wanna be

Police man, fire fighter or a post man

Why not something like your old man

You can be just the one you wanna be

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer

Why not president, be a dreamer

You can be just the one you wanna be

I know that we all got one thing

That we all share together

We got that one nice dream

We live for

You never know what life could bring

Coz nothing last forever

Just hold on to the team

You play for

I know you could reach the top

Make sure that you won't stop

Be the one that you wanna be

Now sing this with me

We may have different ways to think

But it doesn't really matter

We all caught up in the steam

Of this life

Focus on every little thing

That's what does really matter

Luxury cars and bling

Thats not real life

Last year I used to dream about this day

Now I'm here I'm singing for you

I hope I could inspire you

coz I've got all the love, coz I've got all love for you

Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer

Why not president, be a dreamer

You can be just the one you wanna be

Police man, fire fighter or a post man

Why not something like your old man

You can be just the one you wanna be

it's not how good you are,it's how good you want to be :)

-ku syera-

R4-family day

ari ni R4 ade FAMILY DAY!!!

awl pagi da bngun trun pegi pdg kawab smata2 untk sukaneka..

tggu punye la tggu kt pdg kawad 2,kul 9 bru start senamrobik..

poco2 oke la,moves yg len agak terabur..ape nk jadi ngn org yg conduct 2..ish3(part lagu sorry2 pon bez :D)

ade 5 games,tiap2 umah kena anta wakil untk stiap game..

housemate2 terchenta~~~

1. explorace(aku)
2. tiru gaya(lyssa)
3. belon air(tyra)
4. ikat kaki(aisyah)
5. futsal(aten)

explorace giler penat!!!!stat dari pdg kawad,kitorg berlari pegi R4,pastu pegi R2,pastu pdg kawad plak,pastu pegi A2,pastu kolej angsana,pastu R4 balik,pastu batu cave,pastu kolej raffle,pastu pdg kawad,pastu ABES!!!!

ltih xterkata,BERLARI je all the way sbb nk kjar team laen!!!

agak xaci coz ade team laen punye checkpoint dekat2 je,so seng la diorg leh meng..

redha je,haha..

pastu tngok aten n bdk aras 4 yg laen men futsal,agk bsemangat time bagi semangat kt diorg.jerit n jerit..haha,biasela pompuan..

team hijau-aras 4!!

diorg msuk final,caya ah!!!

tringt kt skool dulu..bile da pompuan saje emg bising la padang skool time sukan,maklumla xmalu sbab xde laki..HAHAHAHA!!!

n xdnafikan ari ni emg panas giler smpai burn muke ak,gelap da muka mcm kena jemur 24 jam bwh matahari..aish,ape nk jadi ngn muke ak ni,sensitif sngt..cess

game ikat kaki

sya sggup trun untk support kitorg even die xmaen,oyeah!!!

xtau basikal sape,naek je..haha

sengal

menggila tepi court futsal

dat's all,daaaaaa

Party B2

okeh,tadi kelas B2(kelas ak la) wt PARTY!!!!

kitorang wt jamuan kelas,well it's almost the end of sem 2 already.

xtau nk ckp ape,ak bgi korang tngok gmbar the making of the pondok la dulu,hahaha

ni sume idea makcik due org ni,didi n mira!!diorg sngt rajin n creative!!

ni lina,malu smpai tutup mata..cantik x pondok kt blakang 2??

goodie bags untk plajar2 B2!!also buatan mira n didi

awards untk bdk2 tpilih,haha...yg besar 2 untk miss yana ksyangan kitoram!!!

ni sape ntah,ak pon xknal,,hahahaha

agak HAVOC actually.well kitorang memg bising k,harap maklum!!

mkn ayam dr AYAMAS,nasi goreng,mihun n sandwich..

pastu minum air oren cmpur soda,cocktail..HEAVEN!!!(ofkos ak mkn BANYAK!!!)

buat kt pondok blakang R4..naseb jaoh dr org sket,kalau x mesti kena complain bising..hahaha

papepon,mase bagi award 2 emg lucu coz ester jadi MC,siyes ester cam tranform jadi org len..

laen gile care die bcakap n agak spotim!!!WUUUU,I LIKE!!!

MC-ester!!!!pndai die berceloteh..

pastu time kitorg maen poisonous box,emg giler2 r bnda yg diorg kena wat!!

part paling bez,miss yana kena jalan itik,fada kena ckp "i love u ezzyrul" dgn spenuh hati,n farel kena jln catwalk..haha

task yg die dpt-ckp lam loghat klntan,hahaha

pastu kitorang sume mnari chicken dance,lucu!!!!

ezzyrul aka usen ngan moto puteh die!!

diorg maen pepsi-cola,jaoh giler diorg lompat..ak trkejot!!!

usen gedik!!ikat rambut,hahahaha

dat's all from ku syera,later...daaaaa

Budak Gempak

when heart speaks,

it never lie,

it never hide anything,

n it cry if no one were there to hear it...

anyone who hear it,would know how much it wants to be heard..

this fragile heart really wants to cry more n say this,

it has been awhile i've been hiding this from u,

that i really miss u BUDAK GEMPAK!!!

u're the only guy who really understand me,a friend who were always there for me,

a GREAT friend...

but u're so far away now,

n your girl didnt like me at all,

well that's jealousy,i can't help it,

hey girl,i dont want your boy,he's juz a friend of mine,pleeezzz accept dat!!!

i already got someone else in my heart,dont bother worrying that i'll take him away from u,coz that's NEVER gonna happen!!!

i only have to wait for another 4 years for u to come home to mlysia..

so that i can see you again,and the others too..

i'm always scared to contact u,scared she'll know n mad at u..

well.i'll juz wait for u to buzz me first...

someday,i hope u will.....

got so many things to tell u....

n i guess it would be comfortable to remain silent n broken inside so that she'll never got hurt becoz of me..

if this was a movie,u would be here by now..

i miss u budak gempak T__T

HECTIC!!

fuuuiii,i've been trapped with the tight schedule for the past few days...

well,here's da thing i've been doing..

7/2/2011 monday:

lpas lecture chemy,ak n warga B2 yg len kena jwb quiz math,,alhamdulillah leh wat.

ptg lpas zohor,quiz bio plak!!immune system!!perggghh,kacang je kot(final confirm payah)!!!

pastu miss yana tibe2 pggil name ak,suh ak trangkan sal clonal selection in front of the class!!!

siap kena lukis lagi..ak kalau dh kena present,notes kt tngan pon automatic rase cam xde..siyes lately bile kena present kt depan,ak xleh tngok notes.kalau tngok,ase cam lost..so ak pon trangkan jela bla bla bla tnpa tngok notes kt tngan(time lukis 2 ofkos la ak tngok ketas 2,haha)..nk ckp melayu malu(marah k.marina-kex nanti,hahaha XD),so english all the way la..

naseb baek ape ak trangkan 2 diorg paham,hahaha..ak suke biO!!!ak xgoyah!!!

(mlm 2 wt assgnment chemy,susah giler!!!

8/2/2011 tuesday:

assgnment chemy xsiap lagi,masih penim!!!emm,nothing much i guess for tuesday....except for....dat nite...ak...xleh tido coz...no need to tell why,i'll juz keep it to myself..dsebabkan xleh tido,ak stay up smpai 4stngh..pastu baru leh tido.

9/2/2011 today aka wednesday:

ak bngun lwat n ofkos la rushing giler time g lecture!!!!!mybe sbab tido lewat,apakan daya..dh ak xleh tido nk wt cmne an..HUH!!!!cmne kalau tiap2 mlm jadi cmtu???kalau pegi jumpe doc,tkut hampa die ckp xde pape..hampeh!!!

oh yeah,ak pakai shawl hari ni(pkai sdiri plak 2,weee)..pashmina pink,ili punye!...agak selesa,tp rase cam malu coz xbiase pakai pegi fakulti..bdk2 klas ak bising kot,tngok2 ak,snyum2,malu ak tau!!!!ezmil excited nmpak ak pakai shawl,die suke!!!

from now on,lab chemy n lab pijik xde dah!!!!yes!!!!gudbye report2 pijik n chemy,hehehe!!!

p/s:ak saw "another he" today at psb,his face looked so arrogant yet sOoOo CUTE!!!i think i'll call him 'boy D' from now on,weeeeee!!!

oh boy D ~ ~ ~

FOOD!!

EAT EAT EAT EAT!!!!!

recently i've been wondering how long does it gonna take for me to control this habit???

uuuhhh,certainly i juz cant get hold of it...

whenever i'm hungry,i'll eat!!

whenever i feel like i want to eat,i'll eat!!

whenever i feel full but having the desire of wanting to eat,i'll eat!!

do i stockpile all those food in my stomach FOR FUTURE PURPOSE???

NO!!!

well here's the deal,i eat becoz i love my stomach n i dont like to hurt it..

whenever it starts to grumble,automatically i'll find something to eat even juz a bit..

n i figured maybe it's bcoz of the routine during  high school..

back then in high school,i always eat n eat n eat.

but my body didnt grow bigger n dat's bcoz i always walk around everyday..

but here at palam,i got the batu cave stairs,but still i guess it wasnt enough to maintain my shape..

well,that was a relief actually..

my real intention is that i want to grow BIGGER!!!HAHAHAHA

i dont noe why but i do want to grow bigger XD

n today ili said that i look much more bigger,well dat means i gained my weight of course.

n indeed i feel like my body is heavier than before..

another reason why i always eat here is becoz i'm soOoOo HAPPY being in here!!

well,i hope u guys noticed that it is juz a sarcasm..

that 'happy' means TENSION,STRESSED!!!!!!

when i'm STRESSED,i'll eat!!

n dat's usual 4 me coz food makes me feel better...

definitely most of money was spent on food..

my parents know that so they always ask me to eat whenever i'm hungry..

hihi,well i always got a green light from them when it comes to food!!

yeah!!!

p/s:someday i think i have to marry a rich guy so that my kitchen will be full with food!!hahahaha XD

LET'S EAT MORE N MORE N GROW BIGGER!!!

cry again!!!

skali lagi saye nanges..

adek tpon,ckp mak wt lasagna...

benci!!!!!

ak nanges!!!xkesah,ak nk nanges jgk!!!!

ak rindu mak,ku(ayah),abg2 n adik2!!!!!

ak jelez diorg leh mkn lasagna mak ak!!!!!

nk nanges!!!!!

pastu ku tny,pegi dating ngan sape sunway??

ak xdatim la,ak pegi ngan housemate2 jeq..

anak ku xkan kuar ngan laki smata2 untk dating!!

anak ku pegi tngok wayang je,GREEN HORNET yg lawak!!

n anak ku pegi beli mainan untk anak laki bongsu ku.

pastu mak ckp blaja bsungguh2,kalau buleh usm nanti,hari2 ak leh mkn kt umah...

tp ak xyakin ak akn dpt usm..

ape2 je la...

yg penting i miss family sooooo much!!!!!!!!

jahat dina!!!wat ak jelez n nanges!!!

T_____________________T

McD-B2

oke,my latest post was kind of emo a bit..

haha,well dat's typical..

sometimes we feel happy,sometimes we feel emotional,dat's juz da way of life..

i want to write dis down in case i might forget about it someday..

today i went to mcD with miss yana n half of B2 members,right away after biology tutorial at lab..

after finishing the word search made by miss yana,half of the class went to mcD with miss.

indeed we all have fun.at that moment,we feel so inseparable.

well,we've all been together for 2 semester..

kind of pity that we have to separate soon..

well,that's the way of life.

wani n ezmil kecik!!

ak ezmil n wani punye..huha

surely gonna miss these moments!!!

HATRED

what is dis??

tears drizzling down over my face...

is this a jealousy or wat??

i still cant figure out why this's all happening to me...

what did i do back then?

y were u being so cruel towards me before??

u're juz one of those bunch of fools,why do i still care bout u???

u dickhead!!i guess u do enjoy cheating on me..

living with those lie,u're juz pathetic!!