daddy....

ktakutan....

takut?takut ape?antu???perrgghhh,ape nk takut ngan antu..

takut...

ak takut..

due hari lpas mommy ak anta msj kt ak,die ckp sdara ak mninggal,al-fatihah...

bile tringat msj mommy ak 2,tibe2 ak tringat kt daddy ak..

ak pnah mlalui saat2 yg mnakutkan where i saw my daddy dying in front of me..

tiap2 hari bgn dr tido msti tringatkan keadaan daddy..

hari2 akan tngok die tlantar ats katil kt umah..

pnah tbayang yg daddy akn tggalkan ak n pegi jauh dri dunia ni..

slalu nanges stiap kali slpas amek air smayang untk daddy..

ak tau daddy akn rase sakit everytime ak sentuh die even softly..

stiap sentuhan will cause pain,tp da tpaksa nk wt cmne..

ak boleh nmpak muke die bkerut2 tahan sakit..

die sggup thn sakit demi mnunaikan ibadat kpd allah..

at that time,ak pnah tny mommy ak,"daddy cmne??,bile daddy nk sembuh??",,mommy jawab "kak,daddy hny tggu mase je..doa bnyak2 la kak"..

trus ak nanges lpas mommy ckp camtu..

ak pnah imagine ak brada d tempat daddy,cannot do anything on own,cannot move freely,feel pain everytime people touch him even softly,xleh tido nyenyak..

ak tau ak sdiri tkut kt daddy,tapi ak tetap syg die..

even daddy garang,slalu marah2 ak,ak tetap syg die..

ak xnak hilang daddy,tanpa daddy hidup xbermakna..

saat2 daddy dekat dngan kmatian,ak slalu je rase takut coz ak tau daddy akn tggalkan ak bile2 mase je time 2..

but thank god,daddy sembuh bberapa bulan lpas 2...

tiap kali daddy mrh ak,ak tringat mase2 daddy sakit smpaikan ak xkesah daddy nk mrh ak tiap2 hari coz ak tau daddy mrh ak pom sbab daddy syg ak..

so sape2 kt luar sane yg benci daddy korang,slalu lwan kate daddy korang,cpat2 la mintak maaf kt daddy korang..once you lose him for real,u'll neva see him again,u'll neva hear their voice again,n korang xkan rase kasih syg dri seorg laki bgelar daddy anymore....