i'll remember...

sory

i wish nothing but the best for u 

dont forget me k...

daaa

Fatigue...

salam..

lame da ak xbukak blog ni..

okeh,nk dringkaskan ak akn bitau ape yg ak buat kblakangan ni.

mggu lpas pegi penang n cameron,cousin ak ajak pegi skali ngan die.4ari,shari kt penang,3 ari kt cameron.

pegi ai slasa mggu lpas,blik ai jumaat,cameron sejuk gile perghh!!!

pastu stat ai isnin,ak jadi driver adik2 ak..

tiap2 ari pd wktu tngahari kna pegi amek diorg kt skool maahad n abim...which is quite far from my house..

apakan daya,adek sdiri ugak..bsyukur la leh bwk kete dah..haha

ok dat's all,suda ngantuk wuu..

daaaaa..... ^^

Cold...

"living in a world so cold"

-_-"

doctor's touch...

alkisahnya ak jadi model untk bakal doc mata d usm pagi tadi..

yes...mata ak jadi mangsa sorang jejaka tampan, chinese, mcm2 ubt die ltak lam mata ak..

naseb baek die encem, ckp ngan sopan, sentuh mata ak ngan lembut..

doc : adik dtg ni nk check mata ke?

ak : eh,tak ah..saya teman nenek je(tokwan kt tepi)

doc : oh,nenek yg nk check ek?number angka giliran bape?

ak : 1027,nape?

doc : oh,ok..

then die blah..

pastu tibe2 die dtg balik..

doc : adik ikut saye kejap.

ak : ah?saye?tapi bukan saye yg kena check,nenek saya la.

doc : xpe,adik ikut saye kejap je..

ak : oh ok.(masih terpinga-pinga,tinggal nenek kejap)

pastu ak ikot la die masuk bilik check mata 2.

doc : ok adik duduk sini..

ak : eh,nape?mata saye xsakit pon.

doc : xpe,kejap je.nk ckeck mata kejap je..

ak : ni saje2 je ke?

doc : a'ah,saje je.

ak : r u a doctor?(tnya sbab xde pon id tsangkut kt leher die n he's not wearing a white coat n also no one was there except the two of us)

doc : ah yes.

then mcm2 la ubat die ltak lam mata ak..

silau mata ak mase die tngah check..

haha...

pastu kan lpas siap check sume, die pon ckp, "ok siap :) ,terima kasih" n die trus blah..

cam lawak plak, ade ke die trus blah tggal ak lam bilik 2 sorg2..

aish abg doctor, naseb baek la awk encem :P ..hehe

[mase ak balik,mate ak pedih sket..abg encem jahat!!!!]

Really??

is it true?

if it's true,then i would say,

"YOU'RE THE MAN!!!!!"

:p

Een-Ronny...

While listening to swifty-crazier in the car this afternoon,my sky was crying..

he came to my mind..

Miss ayang n ronnymon already....

gud luck to both of u,all da bez!!!

time is over..

The time is over, time is over

Wanna tell you but, I can’t say anything
And you noticed, I’m only looking at you
AS this time goes by, (I want you more)
I think the world is about to end girl
The time we spend together doesn’t pass as fast
That time with you, only seems like a blurred memory

The night is coming and the lights are turned off one by one
I miss those endless times when they didn’t seem to end
What should I do baby? What do I do now? Ah-ah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

The time is over, the time is over
The time is over, the time is over

Now I’m on the street bench in front of your house
We’re not even making sad memories
I wish this was all just a dream
Because if it was, I’d be okay with it
But when you open your eyes (time is over)

I don’t think this is over
A late night is the morning for me
I remember the memories we made
I don’t know how I became like this
Yeah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

Girl time stopped
Maybe there’s no more time left to stay beside you
Girl I’m so sorry, you’re beautiful and wonderful
And this man right here will love you all his life

tears are falling...

xtau nk ckp ape..

lpas daddy ckp sal uitm ptg tadi,trus air mata mngalir..

nanges smpai la bukak pose..

lam 2jam lbih ak nanges..

mommy : xpe la kak,ade la 2 sbab allah wt cmni..allah nk kak dk ngan mak kt umah lame sket kot.. ade la rezeki 2 nanti..

daddy : dh la,xyah nanges.. kita ikhtiar dh,xleh nk slhkan sape2.. tggu 2nd intake ek..

(sbut je sal uitm ni,trus kuar air mata..ak punye data x msuk sistem uitm..why??)

bygkan,org laen msuk mngaji kt u nanti, ak dk umah je..

msuk lwat dari org len..

kalau tau cmni, ak accept je unimas dulu ngan kos merapu 2...

sedeyh...

drama je 2...

Hello boys n girls.. :D

How r u??

miss me?(wekk,sape nk rindu ko ku syera??haha,xyah mimpi la.. =_=" )

wah,rase cam lame da xupdate blog..

ku, what's on ur mind??

well,lately i've been wondering about those dramas in sbs channel...

come to think about it, almost all those dramas have boys cheated on their girls..

contohnya 'you don't know women', 'glass castle', 'smile, mommy!', 'i am legend' n others.

woah,cam ade pnindasan thadap kaum adam plak ak tngok..

why don't u ponder on all those incident..

(wei ku...dah org yg wt skrip drama 2 nk wt camtu,yg ko sebok xpasal2 ni nape hah?? - suke ati ak r wei :P )

ehem,apakah mksud ini?

tapi an emg ade je watak pompuan yg curang ngan husband die la..well, 2 pon blaku kes suami ade affair ngan pompuan laen..

laki2 lam drama 2 pon curang sbab xtahan godaan betina2 yg gedik n gatal n whatsoever..haha

bad boys n bad girls!!!

tapi an,xkan la laki xleh pikir sal pompuan die time diorg tngah kena goda ngan betina laen 2 an?

well, drama je pon..

what about in real life??..

well, ak xnak jawab..

tapi nk dtekankan d sini, emg laki la yg bnyk buat hal lam drama kt sbs channel 2..

bila dfikirkan balik, ase cam lawak pon ade..

oh laki, nape la korg dtindas begitu sekali..

well juz like i said, drama je pon..haha

boys, no offense.. juz wondering..

to all boys out there,be a gud boy k.

girls, do not bgedik2 smpai naek mnyampah org laen..jage diri, be a gud girl :)

daaaa

Bday Wish ^_^

ade sorg budak 2 kan,bday die semalam..

tapi ak xwish,sbab nk revenge laz year punye..

laz year ak wish die punye,tapi die xwish ak punye..

ak siap jumpe die kt tesco smlam,tp wt xtau je..ngahahaha

so we're even r kan..

hahahaha

EPI BUFFDAY TO YOU

EPI BUFFDAY TO YOU

EPI BUFFDAY TO BOY A

EPI BUFFDAY TO YOU

^__^

Lovey-dovey

I LOVE ***

HatreD aGain...

ari ni ak cook ayam masak merah...

oke, boleh dkatakan sukses..huhu

but somehow i feel like i hate cooking now bcoz of today...

why?no need to know,i'll juz keep it to myself...

daaaa....

PeNantiAn...

lambatnye..

seksanya jiwa mnunggu berita gembira untk datang...

cpat la uitm,ku akn tggu dngan setianya..

uitm d hatiku <3

Rindukah??

longing for the lost...

rindunye....

no doctor no more...!!!

pagi tadi pegi klinik insaf..

sbab pilih klinik 2 adalah kerana doc di situ boleh dkatakan pakar lam bab sickness ak ni..
actually da 2weeks sakit.da pegi klinik lain laz week,tapi xjadi..

huhu

mase die rawat ak,sakit gile beb!!!!!!

skali die ltak besi pnjang yg nipis cam jarum(agak2 panjang lam 10cm la) tuss ats meja dpan ak,terkejut giler ah!!!

lam fikiran ak bnyk persoaln yg timbul..dah tbayang ksakitan yg akan dialami,ececey..

bile die nk start treatment tuh, ak da stat gabra...

dlm hati : "doc ni biar betul,nk bunuh ak ke??"

bile die start,skali die insert bnda 2 lam 1 part kt kpala ak tu...

ak : "ah ah ah aduh!!"..

doc : "sakit?da merah ni,tahan ek"

4 kali die insert bnda 2,emg sakit giler ah!!!

1st time die insert air mata ak da kluar da...sakit...

mase nk amek ubt kt kaunter plak,ak bngun je dri krusi kt dpan kaunter tuss..terus semua jadi putih..

mommy kt tepi ak pon ak xnampak da...

tahan2,badan pon xbalance dah..

ase cam nk collapse je,tggu lam 10 saat nmpak samar2..

tduduk balik atas kerusi tuss,pastu ase cam nk throw up..

ak ckp kt mommy ak nk pegi toilet, nk throw up...

pegi la ak sorang2 ke toilet kt blakang,thuyung-hayang bjalan,naseb baek xjatuh tngah jalan.

mase ngah jalan nk pegi toilet tuss,everything's is still blurry..

masuk je lam toilet,xjadi nk throw up..

aish,gedik gatai la tekak ak ni..

kluar pegi kt kaunter balik baru sume nmpak clear..

1st time ase camni..sabar ku, tuhan nk uji je tu..

balik je umah, sapu ubat..

mase ngah baring2, sakit 2 smakin mnjadi2 plus fever...

lpas zohor baru la ilang sket2...

fuh, naseb badan la...

nk pegi klinik pon takut da,sket wuuuuu...

ok la, dh xlarat..

adios...

Hurt so much....

Extreme sickness...

tears coming out unintentionally while eating..

hard to bear,yet have to..

please doc,heal me!!!

be patient,this is one of god's test...

hope the doc will reduce the pain 2morrow...

T__T

Blurry...

ahhh,so blurry!!!!

really confused...

this kind of situation is very different than i thought it would be..

but still, i think this is the best way to make it clear..

well,we juz got to keep on movin' with our life.

daaaaa....

 

KELATE GOMO!!!!

We are the champions, my friends

And we'll keep on fightin' till the end

WE ARE THE CHAMPION

WE ARE THE CHAMPION

No time for losers

Cause we are the champions of the world

tahniah klate, gomo klate gomo!!!

I LOVE U KLATE ^_^

time is flowing

You will eventually forget about it,someday.....

Penniless

i'm PENNILESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat to do???

nk beli adiah buffday adek pon xleh...

i'm sorry dear sis....

T__T

Beach Time!!!

wohooo,laz saturday, 25 jun, kitoram g PCB!!!

xcukup sume siblings,2nd brother xde coz xbalik agy..

only 5 of us...

g pcb smate-mate nk maen wau je pon,so kitoram bwk la wau yg ade kt umah ni(ak xingt da dari mane wau 2 datang)

otw pcb,kitoram beli pisang goreng kt kg.sireh..hihi

besar kan wau tuh??

n as usual,pntai pcb emg ramai org..nk cari parking pon susah..

mls nk taip bnyk2, tngok gmbar jela ek..haha

abang n dina

horsey!!

syushi

sekian dari ku syera... ^__^

JUNE

oh,lame da xupdate blog neh..huhu

bnyk jgak event yg tjadi recently,juz mls nk post..

9 jun...

1femily pegi trngganu,ade saudara kawen(ak xkenal,jrg jumpe..ngeh3)

mama(aunty) n asiah(cousin) pon pegi skali satu kete..

emg pnuh kete innova tuss,8 org sume..

dari kiri(atas kerusi):my mommy,xtahu sape,mama..

dari kiri : asiah,syushi,dina..

11 jun...

pada waktu malam,bergegarlah umah warga engku ini...GEGARAN BOLA!!!!!

oyeah sjak ak cuti lame ni,tiap kali klantan maen mesti sume org lam umah ni tpacak dpan tv..

kalau dh gol or frust tuss, kitorang jerit kuat giler coz excited sngat..(ak n siblings ak ler yg tlebih excited smpai jerit kuat giler)

emg ase cam bgegar umah ni,naseb baek xruntuh..hahahaha

silly outfit from my lil bro,KELATE!!!!

16 jun..

lam kul 12pm,dis bestfren from highskool of mine texted me..

who is it??ANNE LALOLA aka Nisa'!!!

ajak ak g kbmall,jln2 ngn die,da stahun lbih asenye xjumpe die..

rindu giler,jumpe je xhenti2 pot pet..

balik umah suare ak jadi garau coz bnyk sngt pot pet ngan die kt kbmall tuss..haha...

last minute plan nk jumpe,miss u larh dear!!!

20 jun..

again ak jadi nanny balqis,pngasuh die cuti..

ak xkesah,coz die cute!!!

senang djage n jarang nanges,i like!!!

sekian...

mama's treat!!!

yesterday my aunty,my uncle n my little cousin balqis went to england..approximately for two weeks..

hehe,early in the morning lagi kitoram dh bngun nk pegi anta diorg ke airport

kul 7stngah pon da ramai org kt airport tuss..

so hectic la i can say!!haha

si kecik nk ke england!!

n dsbabkan diorg xde kt umah slama 2weeks,i have to stay at their house with tokwan n my cousin,nabil..

so i have to cook every meal everyday..

this can be a class cooking with tokwan as the sensei..

dk umah tokwan ni satu dugaan gak,bnyk giler mknan..

emg umah ni leh jadi tmpat untk gain weight..ngeh3

n tonight..mama,my other aunt,brought us to pizza hut for a treat..

oyeah,pizza for the night!!!

emg kenyang giler,kompem berat naek..

well,wat to do..rezeki datang xleh dtolak..haha

6 org pegi mkn,sume meal yg dpesan abes dmakan..

fuh,puas ati!!!!

will u??

ignorance???

suits me well for now...

i don noe why,but i'm not that hard to figure out..

gudluck if u're still keen on breaking the wall..

try harder,coz i believe it will break..

if not,i can say bye bye!!!

complicated

i'm unpredictable huh??

haha

but u always know how to approach me like u used to be..

well done ^__^

Heart business

Its nice to see

Nice to hold

But once broken,considered for ever!

get lost!!!!

That's all you could ever take from me

I've got nothing to lose so let me be

i don't need a childish person to be with me!!!

i don't need one,i swear!!!never!!!

before the dawn

because i listen to my heartbeat one by one

If I can’t get you, not matter how hard I try

You say you’re not the one

I feel like a beggar

I, I can’t let go like this, it’s suffocating

I don’t know what to do

Why, why… Why, why… Why, why…

Before the dawn, before the dawn

My feelings aren’t an obsession

Before the dawn, before the dawn

I want to grab you no matter what

Lips that whispered love, eyes that were closed

Dodge the hills, fly to my heart

I will be there by your side

Why, why… Why, why… Why, why…

Without noticing your shadow,

Maybe I’ll gradually grow crazy

(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)

The view is dark in my eyes

Only you shine brightly

(Because I listen to my heart, heart, heart)

Before the dawn

Close your eye and close your mind

In your future that’s closed like a secret

I’ll protect you, I don’t want to let you go

At the end of the road, you must love

Before the dawn, before the dawn

I’ll hold you so that you can’t leave

I’ll retain you so that I won’t cry

No matter how much you discard me or block me

I’ll never let you go

lyric emg jiwang,but the only reason ak suke lagu ni sbab music die bez n catchy plus dance diorg cool!!!

she

once upon a time,there's this friend of mine..she said to me this,"if u're a boy,surely i"ll make u mine"..

she said i was a good companion,caring,always there for her...huh,i wish there's a boy like dat for me..

..she always cry like a baby when she's with me,she said she only cry like dat when there's me beside her...

i still remember,there's a day when she came to me n suddenly just sit near me n cry..it shocked me actually,hihi..

i asked her why,she said she's been saving her tears for more than a week..only waiting for the time to see me n cry in front of me...

"i only cry in front of u,i'm not embarassed to cry when i'm with u"..

she juz let it all out,huh such a cute person she is......it hurts to see her tears...

it's good to know that someone really rely on me to share their pain with me...

but that is a history now,dat's becoz i'll rarely see her from now on..no more goofing around with her,crying together..

heeee..i'll miss those moment..

well frankly,everytime this piece of remembrance crossed my mind,i juz wish someday..someday..there will be a great man for me...