HATRED

what is dis??

tears drizzling down over my face...

is this a jealousy or wat??

i still cant figure out why this's all happening to me...

what did i do back then?

y were u being so cruel towards me before??

u're juz one of those bunch of fools,why do i still care bout u???

u dickhead!!i guess u do enjoy cheating on me..

living with those lie,u're juz pathetic!!

come on!!

u said nothing can change ur  feelings..

so let's see how long u can stand this..

it's only a matter of time..

i got something that will bring u alive..

so dont stop running boy

u can never make it right if u dont try hard..

i dont need to cause pressure..

but somehow i cant just let u go on while u're living this lie..

juz let it out,your cover will blow sooner or later..

well,it's juz not my style to let this pass me by..

don freak out,juz breath n do it n say it!!

if u dont,u'll lose her forever!!

juz tell her how u feel dude!!

oh boy,this is the reality of life n u juz cant go on like this!!

another he??

OMG!!tadi jumpe fb die kot!!!

muke die innocence n kiut!!!

waaaaa,comel!!!!

ehem2,biase la ni minat2 org..hahahaha

minat je pon,xde sape mrh an??hihi

xkesa la org nk kate ak gedik ke gatal ke,ak suke tngok muke die..haha

XD

NANGES!!!

recently ak slalu nanges sbab jelez abang2 ak leh balik umah time raye cina ni..

bru tadi diorg smpai umah..

ak plak xleh balik.....

tperangkap kt palam ngan keje btimbun-timbun..

diorg cuti sminggu..

ak cuti 4ari je...

ak jelez!!

ak nanges!!!

so wat ak nanges,xkesa la org nk kate ak manje ke,gedik ke,ak tetap nk nanges sbab ak rindu diorg!!!

kalau ak tpon diorg,mesti ak akn nanges coz sebak..

abg ak siap ajak balik skali ngn diorg,naek kete skali...

tapi...

dsebabkan quiz,ak tpaksa stay kt PALAM ni...

dsebabkan lecture,ak tpaksa stay kt PALAM ni..

dsebabkan tutorial,ak tpaksa stay kt PALAM ni...

I MISS MY MOMMY,DADDY,LITTLE SISTERS,LITTLE BROTHER,BIG BROTHERS!!!

wahai abang2 ku,ak JELEZ ngan korang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AK NAK NANGES!!!!!!!!!

BLG-someone like you

I'm wearing thin, I couldn't tell you the city I'm in
The streets and the buildings and places I've been
Or when the stars go when it's daylight again
Or where the time went, oh, who can save me now?

My life in the rear view, I'm runnin' from *****
Don't know where I'm goin' to
I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

So sing me a song I know all the words to
And I'll sing along, could you be my savior?
I've been out here too long
And I've just been lookin' for somewhere to belong
Barely holdin' on, so can you save me now?

My life in the rear view, I'm runnin' from *****
Don't know where I'm goin' to
I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

When the stars explode and I'm all alone
When they start to see the smoke
When I've finally burned out
I'll need someone to carry me home safe and sound

My life in the rear view, I'm runnin' from *****
Don't know where I'm goin' to
But I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you

My life in the rear view, I'm runnin' from *****
Don't know where I'm goin' to
I got nothin' to lose, I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you

I've been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you



ini kenangan dulu.....

ayang n baby

this post is special for ayang n baby!!!!

ayang n baby

ok,here it goes..

spnjang ak mnetap kt palam ni,ak rapat ngn due bdk ni kan,due bdk ni kan,diorg kan,nakal sngat2!!!

sorg ak pggil ayang aka miss nureen!!!

sorg lagi baby aka melly!!!
oh ye,ak dnobatkan diorg sbgai abang!!haha

kalau dlm bhasa klntan,1 pkataan je ak leh describe diorg..apekah??

tet tet...

SSUMAK!!!!hahahaha

diorg hanya 'ssumak' time hangout ngan ak je kot(mnurut pngakuan diorg la)...hahaha

tau x 'ssumak' 2 ape??

ape ek,xpndai lak ak nk describe dlm bhasa baku ni..emm..

mksud die havoc kot,lbih dri 2 kot..hahahaha

ak da knal diorg sblum ni,dmanakah??

kt MMP!!!highskool ksayangan kitoram kt klntan..heheh

dulu kenal,biase2 je..xde la rapat cam skrang(skarang da over rapat kot,smpai wt pape pon xmalu n sempoi je)

n dulu knal sume kontrol2 sket prangai coz xrapat sngt,hangout pon jarang giler sbab kitoram ade geng sdiri mase 2.boleh dkatakan malu2 lagi la kot time 2..haha

smpai je palam,kitoram stat rapat,bdk mmp kt cini sket je..5 org je asenye bdk asasi dari mmp,AGAK sikit!!

mybe dat's y kitoram rapat,well memg havoc ah kalau da hangout skali sbab da lama knal pastu jnis prangai nakal n xbleh duk diam sume....

shopping with ayng n baby!

pastu kalau da hangout,emg ckp klntan tros r sbab ngn diorg je ak leh ckp klantan straight!!

kalau ak pegi fakulti,masuk je klas msti kn ckp luar..

ayang ni jnis lembut,giler lembut ah!!

dulu kt skool,tiap kali jmpe die msti ak jadi snyap sket n wt2 lembut coz die lmbut..segan kot..hahaha

lembut+ayu,tiap kali nmpak die kt skool mesti puji die dpan kwn ak yg die ni lmbut,ayu n pndai!!..

ayang emg pndai,alwys got straight A's,jelez!!!

pointer sem1 pon tggi,tp study laz minit,,tabik ah!!

tp bile da smpai palam,ak leh nmpak prangai die yg sbenar..hahahaha

apekah??

dlm klembutan die,ade jgk kkasaran n totally different from wat i thought before..tunjuk belang oh!!

bile da bnyk kali hangout ngan ak,bru ak tau die ni jnis havoc jgk.

so ak pon tkejut jgk ah,x expect die cmni..

tp dlm kkasaran die,still LEMBUT!!!

kalau die jerit pon,still lembut!!!hihi

die ckp ak sorg je yg leh thn ngan prangai die cam baby..weeee

watever it is,i love u ayang!!

ayang gedik!!

die suke ulat!!saye xsuke!!!

projek mmncing ngan ayang,smpai skrang xjadi..haha

baby plak emg dari dulu lagi tserlah 'ssumak' die..hahaha

jnis sempoi,lawak plak 2!!

tiap kali nk mrh msti xjadi,coz tngok je muke die msti nk tsenyum n tgelak..

baby melly

hahahahaha,ak nk describe cmne pon xtau..

sape2 yg hangout ngan die emg xpuas ah,sure slalu gelak.

well,i love u too baby!!!

then bile gabung ayang n baby,TRANSFORM!!!!

tciptalah mechanism yg mbuatkan ak gelak spnjang masa,HAHAHAHA!!!

ak ingt lagi mase kitoram ngah study untk final sem1..

study pg smpai mlm skali ngn diorg,tido pon skali..ngehehehe,1 katil 3 org kot!!

cmne leh muat pon ak xtau,well kitoram kan kreatif!!hahaha..

mase kitoram ngah study 2,mcm2 la kluar dri mulut diorg,wt lawak xabes2!!

tngah study pon gelak2,xabes2 ngan lawak antarabangsa diorg 2..

study pizik,teruk an??

time study untk final 2,ayang ckp putus asa..baby ckp xboleh,kn truskan!!

smpai skarang kitorm gune ayat 2,"ak putus asa da"..ngehehe

n ak still ingt the night before biology test for final,kitoram wt PROJEK!!

projek apekah??..ade la,tut tut..haha

xkan ku lupekan mlm 2,sngat indah..

abang n ayang kt gym!!

"malam masih muda",inilah yg slalu dsebut oleh diorg time ngah study..

xkan ku lupe..

"ak putus asa"..

xkan ku lupe..

"ayang"..

xkan ku lupe..

"baby"..

xkan ku lupe..

ak sayang ayang n baby!!!!

baby blnja mcD

gmbar ak pon kena ade!!

boooohhhh!!!!!

i.....

"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so

.......

love is pain for sure,

but happiness always comes along with it..