before the dawn

because i listen to my heartbeat one by one

If I can’t get you, not matter how hard I try

You say you’re not the one

I feel like a beggar

I, I can’t let go like this, it’s suffocating

I don’t know what to do

Why, why… Why, why… Why, why…

Before the dawn, before the dawn

My feelings aren’t an obsession

Before the dawn, before the dawn

I want to grab you no matter what

Lips that whispered love, eyes that were closed

Dodge the hills, fly to my heart

I will be there by your side

Why, why… Why, why… Why, why…

Without noticing your shadow,

Maybe I’ll gradually grow crazy

(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)

The view is dark in my eyes

Only you shine brightly

(Because I listen to my heart, heart, heart)

Before the dawn

Close your eye and close your mind

In your future that’s closed like a secret

I’ll protect you, I don’t want to let you go

At the end of the road, you must love

Before the dawn, before the dawn

I’ll hold you so that you can’t leave

I’ll retain you so that I won’t cry

No matter how much you discard me or block me

I’ll never let you go

lyric emg jiwang,but the only reason ak suke lagu ni sbab music die bez n catchy plus dance diorg cool!!!

she

once upon a time,there's this friend of mine..she said to me this,"if u're a boy,surely i"ll make u mine"..

she said i was a good companion,caring,always there for her...huh,i wish there's a boy like dat for me..

..she always cry like a baby when she's with me,she said she only cry like dat when there's me beside her...

i still remember,there's a day when she came to me n suddenly just sit near me n cry..it shocked me actually,hihi..

i asked her why,she said she's been saving her tears for more than a week..only waiting for the time to see me n cry in front of me...

"i only cry in front of u,i'm not embarassed to cry when i'm with u"..

she juz let it all out,huh such a cute person she is......it hurts to see her tears...

it's good to know that someone really rely on me to share their pain with me...

but that is a history now,dat's becoz i'll rarely see her from now on..no more goofing around with her,crying together..

heeee..i'll miss those moment..

well frankly,everytime this piece of remembrance crossed my mind,i juz wish someday..someday..there will be a great man for me...

examiner

ngah correct paper english bdak2 poli,aunty ak punye..haha

nurse!!!

salam..

waaa,ku syera da kembali dngan post barunye stelah skian lamenye menghilang!!

ehem2..

lame sangt da xpost sumthing,smpai xtau nk cite pe...

well,cite sket2 pon xpe la

(ni blog ak,ikut suka hati ak la nk karang panjang mane..erk,kerek r ak ni!!)

result da kuar,result ak biase2 je..xprlu tny bape,korang da ade korg punye pointer..xperlu hafal pointer org lain(pehal ak ni,kerek giler!!)

haha

nk dceritakan,ak jadi nurse sjak ari ahad smpai kames ni..haha

tokwan ak da tempah ak dri tige mggu lpas lagi nk suh ak jadi nurse die..

die undergo surgery ahad lpas,tarik sket kulit bwah mata so that the eyelashes will not prick her eyes anymore(before this bulu mata bawah 2 slalu je cucuk2 mata nenek ak,cian kt die)..

ade stitches la maknenye kulit bwh mata 2..

slasa dpan tman die pegi buang stitches 2 kt ospital,xsabar ak nk tngok..yeah!!!

ngeh3,seng je jadi nurse ni..tlong letak ubat n jaga die,teman die..kacang beb!!

seronok gak,dpt bbual2 ngan tokwan,kdg2 bgurau ngan tokwan..

tadi die ckp nk extend kontrak ak,suh ak duduk lame sket,,die ckp die happy ak ade(hihi,perasan jap ak).smpai mggu dpan kot,...

oh no!!!

ak nk balik,da rindu umah..ak suke dk cini,leh maen ngan baby balqis..leh gune wifi yg laju ni,leh bmnja ngn tokwan..haha

but ak kena blik umah,da 3 ari ak xwat chores kt umah 2,rindu plak..

but neway,ak enjoy dk cini..pling besh ak leh main ng balqis,spupu ak..baby,4bulan asenye..

i love to hear her chuckles..SOOOO DAMN CUTE!!!!!

kt umah ak pon ade baby.hehe..kt umah tok sdara ak,tepi umah ak je..baby laki,nabil..

dk mane2 ade baby,tenang jiwa..dh la cute2,tgugat ak..haha

balqis ngah tido,nmpak cam tido lam saji besar an..haha,so cute!!!

ini nabil!!

oyeah2,1 lagi..kure2 ak da besar!!!it's growing bigger!!

check it out!!

a unique way of sleeping,slalu tido cmni,what a weirdo la this turtle..ngeh3

dulu kecik je,xlebih pun dari saiz tngan ak..tapi skang,da besar kot..haha

dulu 2/3 dari saiz tpon je,skang da oversized neh..haha

k la,ak nk tidoOo!!

daaaa

p/s : mister gempak chat ngan ak tadi,tapi kjap je coz die bz,miss him sooo much!!