i own me

i dont belong to anyone,

i own my life,

i can do anything i want,

i can choose my own path,

i can like anything i want,

i can like anyone i want,

no one has the right to make a choice for me...

mood : study!!!

Doktor Cinta

Oyeah!!!!ak sngt hepi sbab dpt bca novel Doktor Cinta!!

weeeee!!!

ak xbeli tpi pnjam ngan kwn adek..

fuh,bez giler novel!!

dua kali ak nanges time part sedih... T_T

k,2 je nk bgtau,haha..

daaaaaa

Alhamdulillah...

syukur kehadrat ilahi ak masih bpeluang untk mnjejakkan kaki ke alam universiti..

heeee

alhamdulillah ak dpt twran uitm untuk intake mac ni...

kos yg ak dpt : ijazah sarjana muda sains dengan kepujian(biologi)

dftar 25feb..

n surprisingly dpt kt uitm kampus arau,perlis.

mnurut pgawai uitm yg ak kol,die ckp ni batch 1st sains biologi kt arau..

susah ke klau xde senior same kos??no komen...

xlama dah nk pegi, dh la dk umah ni mkn tido je..

xtau la ape nk jadi bile pegi sane nnti,buku pun dh lama xsentuh(lazy bum!!!)

otak pon da bkarat,kna asah dulu sblum g perlis nanti..haha

daaaa...

i'll remember...

sory

i wish nothing but the best for u 

dont forget me k...

daaa

Fatigue...

salam..

lame da ak xbukak blog ni..

okeh,nk dringkaskan ak akn bitau ape yg ak buat kblakangan ni.

mggu lpas pegi penang n cameron,cousin ak ajak pegi skali ngan die.4ari,shari kt penang,3 ari kt cameron.

pegi ai slasa mggu lpas,blik ai jumaat,cameron sejuk gile perghh!!!

pastu stat ai isnin,ak jadi driver adik2 ak..

tiap2 ari pd wktu tngahari kna pegi amek diorg kt skool maahad n abim...which is quite far from my house..

apakan daya,adek sdiri ugak..bsyukur la leh bwk kete dah..haha

ok dat's all,suda ngantuk wuu..

daaaaa..... ^^

Cold...

"living in a world so cold"

-_-"

doctor's touch...

alkisahnya ak jadi model untk bakal doc mata d usm pagi tadi..

yes...mata ak jadi mangsa sorang jejaka tampan, chinese, mcm2 ubt die ltak lam mata ak..

naseb baek die encem, ckp ngan sopan, sentuh mata ak ngan lembut..

doc : adik dtg ni nk check mata ke?

ak : eh,tak ah..saya teman nenek je(tokwan kt tepi)

doc : oh,nenek yg nk check ek?number angka giliran bape?

ak : 1027,nape?

doc : oh,ok..

then die blah..

pastu tibe2 die dtg balik..

doc : adik ikut saye kejap.

ak : ah?saye?tapi bukan saye yg kena check,nenek saya la.

doc : xpe,adik ikut saye kejap je..

ak : oh ok.(masih terpinga-pinga,tinggal nenek kejap)

pastu ak ikot la die masuk bilik check mata 2.

doc : ok adik duduk sini..

ak : eh,nape?mata saye xsakit pon.

doc : xpe,kejap je.nk ckeck mata kejap je..

ak : ni saje2 je ke?

doc : a'ah,saje je.

ak : r u a doctor?(tnya sbab xde pon id tsangkut kt leher die n he's not wearing a white coat n also no one was there except the two of us)

doc : ah yes.

then mcm2 la ubat die ltak lam mata ak..

silau mata ak mase die tngah check..

haha...

pastu kan lpas siap check sume, die pon ckp, "ok siap :) ,terima kasih" n die trus blah..

cam lawak plak, ade ke die trus blah tggal ak lam bilik 2 sorg2..

aish abg doctor, naseb baek la awk encem :P ..hehe

[mase ak balik,mate ak pedih sket..abg encem jahat!!!!]

Really??

is it true?

if it's true,then i would say,

"YOU'RE THE MAN!!!!!"

:p

Een-Ronny...

While listening to swifty-crazier in the car this afternoon,my sky was crying..

he came to my mind..

Miss ayang n ronnymon already....

gud luck to both of u,all da bez!!!

time is over..

The time is over, time is over

Wanna tell you but, I can’t say anything
And you noticed, I’m only looking at you
AS this time goes by, (I want you more)
I think the world is about to end girl
The time we spend together doesn’t pass as fast
That time with you, only seems like a blurred memory

The night is coming and the lights are turned off one by one
I miss those endless times when they didn’t seem to end
What should I do baby? What do I do now? Ah-ah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

The time is over, the time is over
The time is over, the time is over

Now I’m on the street bench in front of your house
We’re not even making sad memories
I wish this was all just a dream
Because if it was, I’d be okay with it
But when you open your eyes (time is over)

I don’t think this is over
A late night is the morning for me
I remember the memories we made
I don’t know how I became like this
Yeah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

Girl time stopped
Maybe there’s no more time left to stay beside you
Girl I’m so sorry, you’re beautiful and wonderful
And this man right here will love you all his life

tears are falling...

xtau nk ckp ape..

lpas daddy ckp sal uitm ptg tadi,trus air mata mngalir..

nanges smpai la bukak pose..

lam 2jam lbih ak nanges..

mommy : xpe la kak,ade la 2 sbab allah wt cmni..allah nk kak dk ngan mak kt umah lame sket kot.. ade la rezeki 2 nanti..

daddy : dh la,xyah nanges.. kita ikhtiar dh,xleh nk slhkan sape2.. tggu 2nd intake ek..

(sbut je sal uitm ni,trus kuar air mata..ak punye data x msuk sistem uitm..why??)

bygkan,org laen msuk mngaji kt u nanti, ak dk umah je..

msuk lwat dari org len..

kalau tau cmni, ak accept je unimas dulu ngan kos merapu 2...

sedeyh...

drama je 2...

Hello boys n girls.. :D

How r u??

miss me?(wekk,sape nk rindu ko ku syera??haha,xyah mimpi la.. =_=" )

wah,rase cam lame da xupdate blog..

ku, what's on ur mind??

well,lately i've been wondering about those dramas in sbs channel...

come to think about it, almost all those dramas have boys cheated on their girls..

contohnya 'you don't know women', 'glass castle', 'smile, mommy!', 'i am legend' n others.

woah,cam ade pnindasan thadap kaum adam plak ak tngok..

why don't u ponder on all those incident..

(wei ku...dah org yg wt skrip drama 2 nk wt camtu,yg ko sebok xpasal2 ni nape hah?? - suke ati ak r wei :P )

ehem,apakah mksud ini?

tapi an emg ade je watak pompuan yg curang ngan husband die la..well, 2 pon blaku kes suami ade affair ngan pompuan laen..

laki2 lam drama 2 pon curang sbab xtahan godaan betina2 yg gedik n gatal n whatsoever..haha

bad boys n bad girls!!!

tapi an,xkan la laki xleh pikir sal pompuan die time diorg tngah kena goda ngan betina laen 2 an?

well, drama je pon..

what about in real life??..

well, ak xnak jawab..

tapi nk dtekankan d sini, emg laki la yg bnyk buat hal lam drama kt sbs channel 2..

bila dfikirkan balik, ase cam lawak pon ade..

oh laki, nape la korg dtindas begitu sekali..

well juz like i said, drama je pon..haha

boys, no offense.. juz wondering..

to all boys out there,be a gud boy k.

girls, do not bgedik2 smpai naek mnyampah org laen..jage diri, be a gud girl :)

daaaa

Bday Wish ^_^

ade sorg budak 2 kan,bday die semalam..

tapi ak xwish,sbab nk revenge laz year punye..

laz year ak wish die punye,tapi die xwish ak punye..

ak siap jumpe die kt tesco smlam,tp wt xtau je..ngahahaha

so we're even r kan..

hahahaha

EPI BUFFDAY TO YOU

EPI BUFFDAY TO YOU

EPI BUFFDAY TO BOY A

EPI BUFFDAY TO YOU

^__^

Lovey-dovey

I LOVE ***

HatreD aGain...

ari ni ak cook ayam masak merah...

oke, boleh dkatakan sukses..huhu

but somehow i feel like i hate cooking now bcoz of today...

why?no need to know,i'll juz keep it to myself...

daaaa....

PeNantiAn...

lambatnye..

seksanya jiwa mnunggu berita gembira untk datang...

cpat la uitm,ku akn tggu dngan setianya..

uitm d hatiku <3

Rindukah??

longing for the lost...

rindunye....

no doctor no more...!!!

pagi tadi pegi klinik insaf..

sbab pilih klinik 2 adalah kerana doc di situ boleh dkatakan pakar lam bab sickness ak ni..
actually da 2weeks sakit.da pegi klinik lain laz week,tapi xjadi..

huhu

mase die rawat ak,sakit gile beb!!!!!!

skali die ltak besi pnjang yg nipis cam jarum(agak2 panjang lam 10cm la) tuss ats meja dpan ak,terkejut giler ah!!!

lam fikiran ak bnyk persoaln yg timbul..dah tbayang ksakitan yg akan dialami,ececey..

bile die nk start treatment tuh, ak da stat gabra...

dlm hati : "doc ni biar betul,nk bunuh ak ke??"

bile die start,skali die insert bnda 2 lam 1 part kt kpala ak tu...

ak : "ah ah ah aduh!!"..

doc : "sakit?da merah ni,tahan ek"

4 kali die insert bnda 2,emg sakit giler ah!!!

1st time die insert air mata ak da kluar da...sakit...

mase nk amek ubt kt kaunter plak,ak bngun je dri krusi kt dpan kaunter tuss..terus semua jadi putih..

mommy kt tepi ak pon ak xnampak da...

tahan2,badan pon xbalance dah..

ase cam nk collapse je,tggu lam 10 saat nmpak samar2..

tduduk balik atas kerusi tuss,pastu ase cam nk throw up..

ak ckp kt mommy ak nk pegi toilet, nk throw up...

pegi la ak sorang2 ke toilet kt blakang,thuyung-hayang bjalan,naseb baek xjatuh tngah jalan.

mase ngah jalan nk pegi toilet tuss,everything's is still blurry..

masuk je lam toilet,xjadi nk throw up..

aish,gedik gatai la tekak ak ni..

kluar pegi kt kaunter balik baru sume nmpak clear..

1st time ase camni..sabar ku, tuhan nk uji je tu..

balik je umah, sapu ubat..

mase ngah baring2, sakit 2 smakin mnjadi2 plus fever...

lpas zohor baru la ilang sket2...

fuh, naseb badan la...

nk pegi klinik pon takut da,sket wuuuuu...

ok la, dh xlarat..

adios...

Hurt so much....

Extreme sickness...

tears coming out unintentionally while eating..

hard to bear,yet have to..

please doc,heal me!!!

be patient,this is one of god's test...

hope the doc will reduce the pain 2morrow...

T__T

Blurry...

ahhh,so blurry!!!!

really confused...

this kind of situation is very different than i thought it would be..

but still, i think this is the best way to make it clear..

well,we juz got to keep on movin' with our life.

daaaaa....